I don’t know what it is about this song that makes me put it on repeat and blast it mid-level in my car with the windows down. Maybe I’m excited for summer or I’m excited for the adventures and mysteries about to be discovered these next three months. Or maybe I’m eager to find love again or at least catch a glimpse of it. Honestly it would be nice, but I don’t think I should get into that just yet. The thing is I’m not happy with myself. That’s what someone helped me realize as she showed me a quote off a book she was reading two months ago. It’s true though. I’m basically in a real slump. Like last weeks San Diego weather, I was glum, gray, and cold. It’s been pretty hard to get myself going or be motivated to do anything. I try to be positive about everything, but positivity is whatever to me. Call me ironic trying to tell people to be positive. But this week has been showing more promise. It’s been sunny with warm, but cool winds blowing. Maybe it’s a sign. Maybe I will find that “sun” that will give me warmth. Maybe I already found it. I can be happy again. Oh, the summertime…

-this is it.